well since i am pretty much friends with mostly boys, you could imagine the age 18 is hard for me. all of my best friends have either started their mission papers, have their papers turned in, or even have their call. words can not even describe how happy & proud i am of them, but this summer is definitely going to be a hard one. i will have to face so many goodbyes, that i don't even know how to prepare for. these boys mean so much to me, but the Lord needs them right now. i am truly blessed to have such amazing examples in my life. i honestly do not know how i got so lucky but heavenly father knew exactly what he was doing when he placed them in my life.