could someone please tell me what i have myself into? i get so far deep into these situations & never can get myself out of them. i am thinking to far into it, & over analyzing every little thing. it is a problem i know. i am trying to just "go with it" but it is not working. i hate being "that girl" like no. i'm more than that right? you all have no idea what i'm talking about, but that's fine i guess. i wish i could just have this my way. my little head hurts, i hate thinking about this. i hate this. i'm crazy.