i do think that applying to colleges will be the death of me. & it's also making me realize how fast this is all coming. i think i want to go crawl in a hole & stay there for awhile. i've always been saying "get me out of here, i want to leave and grow up already" but now i'm thinking "WAIT...stop...slow down. i actually really like where i'm at right now". things are always changing. nothing seems permanent.
while i write my little eyes out on the college essays, you guys have fun listening to this beautiful song. which i happened to hear in the newest twilight movie. breaking dawn part two. can i just say i loved that? those stupid vampire movies, have always been so cheesy. but this by far has been the best. i want to see it again. maybe a boy will take me. hmmmm. listen.