i feel like i'm in a place i can't get out of. life is coming so fast, & i have to start making every decision on my own. sometimes i wish i could start over, & change things.
my heart has a weak spot for a boy, who i don't talk to & is on the other side of the country.
i'm trying to break lose. i'm trying to set myself free. i have a crush. but it is nothing. at least i don't think.
i'm signing up for college, & i'm scared. i don't want to leave my family. i finally feel like we get along.
like i said, i wish i could start over. & change many choices. especially lately.
but our decisions make us who we are. i'm just trying to become someone who i want to be.