i have been a terrible blogger, i know & i apologize. much has changed. & i have really been keeping a lot to myself. it's harder keeping it in than sharing it with you on these pages, but i think it's good for me. it's forcing me to be strong, & to suck it up. that certain boy arrived in chile safely, & is becoming very successful. his stories are the best. so many fun adventures he's going through. yet a twist in the story has turned. i used to write him multiple times a weeks, & send emails every day. but now i have decided to tone it down a bit. him & i both know his reasons for being out there, & he needs to dedicate him self 110% percent to the Lord. he is still in my thoughts & prayers. & letters or emails will be written...just not as frequent. i KNOW that i have to let go. it's honestly whats best. i have life ahead me, & i can not hold onto the past. yet who knows what the future has in store. two years will fly by, & i can see him again. lubs to you tay. i'm probably confusing you all. i am seriously trying my hardest to not be blunt. jkgbskgbslrgjselgkhsbelrghesrbg. i'm sorry.
but it's okay, because look. i can still smile.