i can't begin to explain how grateful i am for ALL of your sweet comments. it helps more than any of you know. i feel like i have a support group lifting me up. yet i don't think i personally know anyone. & that's honestly the best part about it. i have read & re-read every single comment so many times. special shout out to the anonymous commenter who told me to listen to this song. you were right. it's definitely my new theme song. six more days guys. & yes, i have already cried today. it's fine.